Hey Hey Hey :D

I am extremely sorry for all those who kept coming back to my page in hopes of getting something new but returned disappointed. Plus, all the comments that I gotta reply to.

See, 

I am holding my ears and saying sorry a hundred times. Haha! This reminds me of the crazy little times both Nick and I spent together as toddlers. When for pinching her arm, breaking her doll's leg or eating her candy, I had to apologize in this manner. Ah! Those were real good times! ♥  Memories.

(I do not own Picture 1. Picture 2. Click them to open sources. All rights reserved. )

Oh, Where was I?

Umm...

Yes,

Giving reasons for no activity at my blog.

But I hope you guys are smart enough to know it already---> Studies!

Sometimes, I feel like changing my blog-name to 'When a nerd tries to paint' from 'Art's My life'. That'd describe my position perfectly. *sarcastic tone* Just as today, I am preparing for tomorrow's physics test. Feel My Pain. Feel My Pain. :|

Life can be hectic and busy and dealing with responsibilities can take its toll, what then happens is that things that are important to us get left behind and we do not feel fulfilled. I want to pursue my hobby but it has got very stressful since the monstrous school is asking for attention the same time.

But that does not mean I'll give up. Achieving my personal fulfillment is what matters most. It makes me feel good about what I am. Pondering if there was any way out to balance my creativity and nerd spirit, I stumbled upon the idea of painting weekly and blogging weekly :]

Umm...How about friday/saturday?

Yes, those are the only times with no school the next day. Its final then. You guys are going to get something new, something fresh every week. And I will make sure it's worth the wait.

For today,

Have a glimpse at these sketches of two of my old school buds. I hope they appreciate the love I put in the trio,

Sugar n' Spicy Savera Shah,

And Adorable Shua Khoso,

Much Love,

AZ.

Aaand I choose to be Me.

For the past few days,  I am feeling totally satisfied. I don’t know why but I guess, finally I am  becoming okay with the fact that all I can be is me- and there's nothing wrong with that! . Also, I have started to believe that we can control our feelings. I can feel only what I CHOOSE to feel, I can love or hate, I can smile or cry. I can do whatever I want to do, be whomever I wish to be. But you know How? I have to expect less from others and more from myself. Or better, Expect nothing from anybody but yourself.

You see, you expect less, you get hurt less. And you will start to rejoice every unexpected happy moment all the way more. Like you enjoy surprises. Yeah! Exactly the same way.

Here are some more of my paintings I did the other day.

I really wanna know if you second my thoughts?

Take me to Never Land

I'm sometimes afraid of getting older, & dealing with the things an adult "must" deal with. I wish I could never grow up just like the neverland guy peter pan. Ahh, So awesome he was. And my life remains as easy as its today. 

People have water and insect phobias, and lol- I am afraid of a complicated life. When I have to earn my own money, cook my own food and make my own decisions. Its gonna be adventurous but so scary. No? This makes me remember a facebook Profile picture I edited under the same theme.  

This is an old man I drew. Lol. I just noticed how ironically he lacks the serious grin old people have and how more of our carefree craziness is reflected in his expression.

Are you too afraid of growing up?