Friday, August 27

Fireflight's songs are all incredible and relate to our lives in every aspect. 
They brought me out of my darkest days with their amazing music over a year ago, and to this day they continue to inspire me.  

This is for those who wait
Another day, another waiting game
A little different but it's still the same
I am here, but where's the one I'm longing for?
I'm having trouble feeling all alone
Will my heart ever find a home?
I want to hope but sometimes I just don't know
I know I'm not the only one


So we sing a lullaby to the lonely hearts tonight



Let it set your heart on fire, let it set you free
When you're fighting to believe
In a love that you can't see
Just know there is a purpose
For those who wait

I want to open up my eyes
I know that all I need is time
I'm growing stronger every single day
God, I'm going to lean into You now
Letting go of all my fear and doubt
I can't do this on my own so I'll give You control
I know I'm not the only one

The pressure makes us stronger
The struggle makes us hunger
The hard lessons make the difference
The pressure makes us stronger
The struggle makes us hunger

The hard lessons make the difference
And the difference makes it worth it

Thursday, August 26

Walking through the corridors.


Ah! The college wasnt as bad as I thought. 



It was open and green- so perfect that I could sit there for hours and talk to myself, talk to my inner voice. One word, peaceful, can perfectly define its outdoors. And the people? I hardly met anybody. The guys at the cleric office were weird and lazy, there wasnt such a good experience in there waiting for an hour for the principal.

But then, I met the principal finally. She was a sweet and humble lady.
I impressed her, she said.

Fingers Crossed.
Ima join there as a student from this monday.

New Chapter Begins.

Finally, im getting ready for the much awaited interview~college entrance test. Each second, im moving a step near the place im gonna spend 2 important years of my life. I have never been to this college before, though heard alot from gazillion mouths how bad it is :P they say its opposite of AZ. This makes me wonder what could possibly be my opposite. Oh. I guess. Umm, dull? Lazy? Narrow minded? Disciplined? Goth? Boring? 

Ha! It sounds like bragging about myself now :p typical az-lol. 






Oh. Where was I? 





Ah, my college... Its the best one in sukkur. But then best in sukkur. Duh, you can imagine. I think its going to be like one haunted building, with dark rooms, witch-like branched trees, stinky toilets and huge barren playing grounds. Umm...and i can definitely picturise the princy...huge black moustache, bald, chequered shirt, loose gray pants...some widowed lawyer dude. 





Eh! Thats enough. 
The more i think about it, the more creepy it gets.

Signing off,
Freaked out Axee.